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If I saw this in person I’d probably cry..Its sooo awesome! I have to go to one of these! 

(via crimsun)

The self confidence that i once had has vanished. I look in the mirror and don’t see the same person I once saw. I feel disgusted. My anger i have towards you is growing tremendously every time you come across my mind. My innocence has suddenly vanished. Taken from me without a single desire to let it go. My mind is corrupt with the thoughts of you. All I hear is your voice. Remembering the sickening things you have said and done. Its like its happening all over again. I will never feel the same again. I am even more lonely than I was before. The little of me I have left is about to shatter and disappear forever. I put on a smile attempting to get through the day. Inside I’m nothing, practically worthless. I can’t stop thinking how it has to be my fault. So many things could have prevented this from happening. So why didn’t they? Because the choices I made. I hate myself. I sit I’m my room wondering why I’m still even here. Would I be missed if I was gone? The people I once thought cared about me have shown they truly don’t. Is this my fault or am I surrounding myself around the wrong people? Am I not worth caring about? I miss being happy and having people that made me happy. I wish I had a friend that wasn’t to busy to just come over and talk. Friends don’t seem to just want to hang out anymore. My mind is now filled with the most fucked up thoughts. I hate what you have done to me. I have a small desire to live. What have I done to deserve this? I just want to be happy. That is all I ask for.

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